so this was the night not last halloween but the one before that this is when it all happened its crazy to think about I mean its been over a year, in march it will be two years its good but all that means is im going to have to go through alot more anniverseries like the night we met,the first time we had sex, the day he asked me to be his girlfriend, the day he got caught, and the day he was arrested, the day the newspaper article was released, and hopefully one day the day he was sentenced to jail....
its halloween though so at least alot will be going on to take my mind away from all of this.
Is to let people know... and to help others who have expierenced what I have.
What happens matters and it matters to everyone
Don't look at me with pity Don't think of me as a victim It's not what I want I just want it to go back to the way it was before I know I've changed I know its not the same But I want to be normal Like I was before
you cant please everyone, so youve got to please yourself
im Carrie, im me ive been through alot in my life more than alot of people my age will ever expierence or god forbid have to deal with. Dont judge me for what ive done and what has happened, judge me for how I handled it how Ive dealt with myself , most people wouldnt have been able to handle this, but then again most people arent ME...
I have made so many mistakes but part of me would never change this roll with the punches life ive had.