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Saturday, October 17, 2009

not stressing out

Yesterday my sister was talking to me about how she was stressing out about some class and she couldn't stop thinking about it. Then she told me I can't believ how youv'e dealt with all of this thats going on with you with out losing it, like she couldn't believe it wasn't on my mind all the time and that I was actually able to sleep. I guess for her even the littlest thing makes her loose grasp on everything else. She was telling me that if she was in my shoes she wouldn't be able to handle it.
I know that for my sister and everyone else in my immediate family it must be hard dealing with all of this even just second hand. Im glad that ive found the strength and people to get me through this i'm strong and im going to be even stronger when this ends just wait and see.

Sometimes it's the people that have gone through there lives expeirencing all the shit that no one thinks will ever happen, Some times these people with the tough life expierence are the ,most unbreakable people you will ever meet. Im going to be one of those people and im going to help others get there.

It can be hard to cope sometimes but when I feel myself slipping I think of my sister and what she said that she cant believe how strong I am and it reminds me to h ld on because I WANT TO STAY THAT UNBELIEVABLE PERSON.


LceeL said...

There's a saying you may have heard - "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger." It's true. You may have had to go through a whole bunch of really shitty stuff to get to today - but you ARE here, it DIDN'T kill you and you are much stronger for having survived what you went through.

Those things? Never should have happened. Not SUPPOSED to happen. But they did. Be proud of what you have accomplished - so many fail. So many, many fail to handle it and they wind up lost. If there is anything you are NOT - it's lost.

You ARE unbelievable - in a good way.

Barbara(aka Layla) said...

You're strong now and will just get stronger as time goes on. I hope I can keep in touch with you for a long time so I can watch your life unfold and see the amazing things in store for you.

BTW- The truck is gone, you ROCK for sending Josh my way!!! THANKS AGAIN!

Midnitefyrfly said...

I found you on Barbara's blog. I hope you don't mind me sticking around. You remind me a lot of myself :) Strong and determined. You are doing a great job of healing and learning and growing from your experiences.

Blonde Mafia said...

Thanks for reading!
and *Midnitefyrfly* of course you can stick around!