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Monday, January 17, 2011

Contemplating....

Do you ever feel like everything is going to well for once. Like nothing is wrong so something big and horrible is about to happen, like right now your in the eye of the storm waiting for the next big wave of disaster.
I know I should be positive everythings is fine, not struggling with money finally! have a good guy that cares about me finally! and just focusing on school. but I have this feeling in the pit of my stomach that somehting is going to go wrong soon. maybe the calmness right now is just making me nervous because im not use to it I dont know lets see what happens...

3 comments:

LceeL said...

Everybody - and I DO mean everybody - gets that feeling once in a while. Some of us more often than others. It's like you're constantly waiting for the other shoe to fall. So no - you're not alone.

On the other hand, it's so good to hear that you've someone to care about you - and for you. And that money is okay. That's important, too.

Just hang in there and go with the flow. There is, after all, a school of thought that says "Always expect the worst. It's such a pleasant surprise when it doesn't happen."

Barbara said...

Hell yes I feel that way! Its not a good way to go through life, but its not uncommon. My suggestion to you and myself is to enjoy the good NOW and when and if the not-so-good happens, deal with it then.

Right now I have three recovering addicts that are all doing excellent, so you can imagine how that feels, great but SCARY. I am doing my best to enjoy every good day and hopefully they will keep on coming.

Blonde Mafia said...

You guys are both right I just need to relax and enjoy the good times right now and deal with anything that goes wrong when it actually does. no point in worrying about it now.