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Saturday, July 24, 2010

Just life going the way it should...

I havent posted in while I think it maybe because im actually doing really good right now, I odnt have any upsetting news that I need to get out I feel more released.
right now in my life everything is falling into place, my mom went through her 2nd shot of chemo 2 days ago and is doing good, only 2 more shots to go but they are spaced out so some time in october she will finally be done. as with me personally Im finally dating a guy that puts allt hose others to shame, a guy that makes me realize how I should be treated and makes me realize that no other guy has treated me properlly, ive found a guy that actually cares and loves me despite my flaws and my quirks, so im in a really good place right now, ill be sure to keep you all posted.

and heres a few questions for all of you reading this
- Whos made the most difference in your life?
-Most meaningfull quote to you?
-what have you overcome? and howd you do it?

“Rape's not something where you just go, "Well, get over it" or "Believe in love and peace, my child, and it'll all be over." Well, fuck you, that isn't the answer. It's a great thought, OK, but you can go and stick crystals up your butt and get on with it. I'm all for love and peace, but that's not the side I work on. If somebody would talk about it, or worse, joke about it, I would be ready to kill. That's not healing. It was a very long time after that before I was able to be with anyone again. And it has never been the same as it was before"- Tori Amos


Barbara said...

I'm so happy for you :) And the guy is one lucky dude to have you so its good that he realizes that and treats you as you deserve!

Your questions are really good, I will think about them and come back to answer.

Tori Amos is amazing.

Blonde Mafia said...

ahh well thanks!!
cant wait to here your answers

Anonymous said...

Hey Carrie,
Don't ask how, but my sister and I found your blog. We are the sisters of Dave's ex-wife. It's funny because when everything happened, all we focused on of course, was our sister and how her whole world had fallen apart.
It's amazing to think of how many lives Dave wrecked with his own selfish desires.
We were interested to hear your side of the story, and are glad you have picked up the pieces and are doing well. Our sister is such a good person, and she too is finally starting to see things turn around. God places trials in our lives for a reason - to help us grow, and draw us closer to Him.
God bless you in your life.

Blonde Mafia said...

Im so glad you guys found this blog and got to know my part of the story, he really did ruin many peoples lies, but we can all stay strong and stick together to get through it.
thanks for reading