Good To Go...

This is the song that inspired the name of my blog and my philosophy on life, check it out, anytime I'm feeling down I listen to it and it helps me out
John Corbett- "Good to Go"
   

I'm Back

I was recently inspired to get back into blogging, and share what's been going on in my life, It's been about 5 years since the start of all of this and I have changed completely as a person. Looking back I would never have imagined that I would be where I am now. Surviving is still an everyday thing that I work hard to accomplish and sometimes I still stumble and fail at it but I get right back up take a deep breath and keep walking down that not so straight and narrow path, I hope all of you guys will join me as I continue my journey
I'M READY LETS GO

-Carrie

Wired to the Bone

hey everyone its been awhile!
I've been busy with my boyfriend working on creation working to create our own jewelry line, we've started to have a few customers, and the word is spreading. But i'd like to ask you guys to help us out in spreading the word!!

come check out our Facebook page and like us! and spread the words to your friends! The more people who know the bigger our ideas can get!
Handcrafted jewelry made from recycled objects. Bullets & Crystals. Tough & Delicate. Leather & Wire. Raw & Refined. They say a tattoo goes all the way to the bone... Our jewelry is WIRED TO THE BONE
https://www.facebook.com/pages/Wired-to-the-Bone/180700128675593

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It's been awhile...

Sorry It's been a couple of months since ive posted on here, nothing has really happened since the last time...
Dave was released from jail on May 27th, and is now living in Lake Forest which is only about a 15 minute drive from my house, having him live so close is definitely not a comforting feeling. And Ive got the feeling I will eventually run into him in public. Nothing much more than that im working on trying to move out of my parents house and finally get away from all of this, so we will see how that goes. I'll try and keep everyone posted but sometimes its hard for me to post when I don't even know how to put my thoughts into words.

David Courtney Brown, Megan's Law

Pray for You - Jaron and The Long Road to Love :: Official Video

Breakdown...

So recently I had a complete breakdown it was the first one I had in a while and I wasnt really expecting it, and it was the first breakdown Ive had in front of my boyfriend Matt. So Matt and I have been having some serious talks latley about him having money problems and being unemployed at the moment so I think that may have been part of the reason I was already feeling emotional. After that convo Matt was telling me how he was so lucky to have the perfect girlfriend, and I dont know what was with me but I was playing the negative one and going im not perfect, he said what do you mean? and I was like im just not. then he asked me if I thought it was because of the ptsd and everything that had happened. Thats when I just started crying its exactly what I had been thinking about but couldnt put it into words, He tried to get me to talk about to let me get it all out and try and feel better, but I just kept crying. He felt really bad and felt like he was the one that had made me cry. So I tried to explain to him that it wasnt anyhting he did it was just I had been pushing everything down for so long that I guess finally it just had to come out. We sat and talked for hours after that and he hugged me untill I stopped crying. At that moment seeing how he reacted to me crying like that because he had only seen me cry for another reason once before really made me realize that This really is THE guy, the one that actually cares and the one that puts all others to shame. He told me that he was going to be there for me no matter what and that he was going to keep me safe, that he wasnt going to let anything else like that happen to me ever again, that I deserved the best and he was going to make sure I had it.
So I guess all though this breakdown was a weak point, its made our relationship stronger.

Blessid Union of Souls- I Wanna Be There